Hari yang amat bertuah....

Memanjat syukur kehadrat ilahi....ALHAMDULLILAH.....
hari ini bagi aku amat bertuah...apa yang aku boleh katakan....hari ini...hari ini dapat lepak dgn abg polini....
otai dalam photography.....
walaupun reason sebenarnya aku kena tarbiah sebab dulu aku pakai gambar die untuk buat broucher...
hehehe...people make mistake...aku pun manusia biasa je....x lari dari kesilapan...
dulu time sukma ada gak ketemuaan dgn die...tp takut nak tegur...muka ganas....ingatkan serius org nya...so takut nak tegur...gua ni hati lembut...walaupun muka ganas...so x brani la nak tegur...hehe..lagi pun malu....sapa la aku ni nak tegur die....
tp tadi disebabkan kesilapan yang aku buat...aku berpeluang borak dgn die for 4 hours....cukup gembira...lagipun baik rupanya die....
mula agak segan bila jumpa...ye lah kite dah buat salah kat die...mengelabah aku bila die tegur pasal brochure 2....manalah nak tau...kan...kan...dah bertahun benda 2 ada dalam blog aku....

apa pun abg syam (polini photography) saya amat minta maaf pada abang pasal pic 2...

assalamualaikum...

grads

http://akusayangkamuu.blogspot.com/2010/06/foto-gedik.html

malas nak buat entry panjang...kopy paise je org punya...link cukup la...hahaha...
apa pun kengkawan..tahniah la..habis juga kite blaja...igt nak tambah tahun lagi...tp dah xde kengkawan..so habiskan je la...dah busan blaja xde geng

Semangat baru....

Pencubaan terbaru untuk merajinkan diri untuk membuat blog....InsyaAllah aku akan try sebaik mungkin untuk sentiasa mengupdatekan blog...ko jgn gelak dak kecik..aku try aku dah siap kan webpage official detik lensa huhu...dgn penuh harapan berjaya lah kali ini....Life mmg cukup busy kebelakangan ni...maklum la baru nak mula berkarier...ok juga lah busy manjang ni..xde pikir pasal nak bercintan...pasal nak kluar joli(jimat duit abg)....

tp apa pun....

meh..

usha web page baru aku ni....

www.detiklensa.com

amacam..caro x...hehehe...

ala custom album..penat tau nak buat die jadi macam ni...

bertahun x update

Salam agak lama aku x update benda ni...

semenjak 2menjak ni..life amat2 busy...

ada banyak aku nak share....

tapi buat masa ni...

aku juz cakap aku xde masa nak update dulu...

hehehehe

What we want and what we need

macam pernah dgr kan tajuk post ni...

hari pas balik kerja and jumpa member eida (izani nyer gadis)...

tgk cta ni...

cta agak menarik...(sebab aku mmg suka layan kartun)

dalam cta ni ada la die tekankan pasal

What we want and what we need

 so apa aku inginkan....
apa aku perlukan....

aku dah terlalu penat mengejar apa aku inginkan...
walaupun agak berat aku rasa
tp inilah yang aku perlukan...
sesuatu yang aku inginkan...
adalah sesuatu yang mustahil untuk aku capai...
aku penat dah untuk bermimpi...

apa salah nya kita bermimpi

memang x salah...tapi kalau mimpi itu terlalu sukar untuk kte capai...
kenapa harus kite kejar kearah sesuatu yang mustahil untuk kite capai...

macam dalam lagu camelia....


Gugusan hari-hari
Indah bersamamu Camelia
Bangkitkan kembali
Rinduku mengajakku kesana
Inginku berlari
Mengejar seribu bayangmu Camelia
Tak peduli kau kuterjang
Biar pun harusku tembus padang ilalang
( korus )
Tiba-tiba langkahku terhenti
Sejuta tangan telah menahanku
Ingin kumaki mereka berkata
Tak perlu kau berlari
Mengejar mimpi yang tak pasti
Hari ini juga mimpi
Maka biarkan ia datang
dihatimu....

kenapa harus kita kejar....

"terus lah mengaejar sesuatu mimpi...kalau kita x kejar mana kita capai mimpi 2...
so ia akan tetap jadi hanya mimpi"



mungkin ramai yang akan berkata sedemikian...aku dah penat bermimpi....
aku dah penat mengejar apa yang aku inginkan....
so skang aku hanya bergerak ke arah apa yang aku perlukan....


aku hanya insan biasa...x mempunyai kudrat yang kuat untuk terus mencuba dan dikecewakan...


salam

Ketika cinta bertasbih

Bertuturlah cinta mengucap satu nama
Seindah goresan sabda-Mu dalam kitabku
Cinta yang bertasbih mengutus hati ini
Ku sandarkan hidup dan matiku pada-Mu

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Bisikkan doaku dalam butiran tasbih
Ku panjatkan pintaku pada Maha Cinta
Sudah diubun-ubun cinta mengusik rasa
Tak bisa ku paksa walau hatiku menjerit

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Ketika cinta bertasbih nadiku berdenyut merdu
Kembang kempis dadaku merangkai butir cinta
Garis tangan tergambar tak bisa aku menentang
Sujud syukur pada-Mu atas segala cinta

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Cinta
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Garis tangan tergambar tak bisa aku menentang
Sujud syukur pada-Mu atas segala cinta
Ketika cinta bertasbih

ketika cinta bertasbih...

cinta pun boleh bertasbih...aku orang nak bertasbih pun cukup susah...

(ye aku tau..so x yah nak pangkah)...

movie yang agak menarik...

dari 10 aku leh kasi 7 or 8...

cerita tentang seorang lulusan al-azhar...

usaha seorang insan mencari peneman hidup....

penuh sabar

 P/S--->>rock..rock juga beb..skali skala layan gak crita macam ni....

Oh dikau yang selalu menghantui ku

ni lah nasib aku selepas ni... 

2.43 am...

Esok kja...

dah nak pukul 3 pagi ni...nanya aku x bangun esok ni...tgh duk try nak uat mata ni ngantuk...baca blog kawan aku...aku amat kagum dgn die....die bleh terus berharap...setelah lama menunggu...satu benda yang aku tahu aku x bleh buat...

Benda yang paling aku kejar dalam hidup!!!!

A few day back a friend ask me...

"apa benda paling aku kejar dalam hidup"

dari aizat!!!

Pada suatu hari, ada sebuah kereta yang dipandu terhoyong hayang melanggar tinga lampu dan terbalik.. Kesemua penumpangnya yang terdiri dari seorang lelaki tua.. seorang wanita tua.. dan dua orang anak kecil.. luka parah tak berdaya. Hanya seekor monyet yang merupakan binatang peliharaan keluarga.. masih sihat tanpa sedikit lukapun

Satu ari yang amat menyeksakan....

"jawapan akan saya cakap pada pukul 10 mlm nanti...."

message yang aku dapat yang membuat aku berdebar2 dari pukul 3 pagi sampai la ke time yang dicakap kan 2...penat aku meneunggu satu jawapan yang aku sudah pun tahu apa sebenarnya...tp hati aku mengata...

"maybe lain kot jawapan die..."

so aku pun dgn penuh semangat dan berdebar menunggu jawapan...n hasil die...memang sumthing yang dah tahu dr dulu lagi...

"apa lagi ko pikirkan payjal...dah tahu kan..."

so skang...aku dah benar faham situasi diriku...apa patut aku buat....??????

 

Malam ni hujan....

Hujan....

biasa time malam ble hujan...

datang satu perasan...

lonely nye diriku...

tp xpe...

gdn life aku skang yang amat busy ni....

xde masa untuk aku pikir pasal 2 semua....

apa yang penting....KERJASAMA!!!

haha...

What your age again!!!

Im 23...

blink 182....

Nobody like you when you 23....

n....at the stuck of midnight on my birthday..xde sorg pun kol aku....

agak sedih d c2....

means.....

Setahun lebih tua...setahun lebih matang...itu ayat biasa yang kte dengar....

So far yes...tahun ni banyak mengajar aku....

tahun yang aku merasa banyak susah...

x kre dari segi financial...pelajaran...dan juga perasaan...

anyway...

aku redah je dgn apa yang aku lalui dan biarkan semua itu menjadi pengajaran...

so apa pun thanks to all my friends yang anta wish...

xde ke yang nak anta hadiah...

PSM!!!

Salam...rasa dah lama dah x mengupdatekan page ni...

first skali nak ucapkan jutaan trima kasi pada cik zulhilmi n cik azman...

PSM aku dapat A...makasih byk2...

letak gambar ckit kasi bukti dapat A...haha...

My Birthday wishes

 

 

 

Ni adalah antara wishlist aku tuk my birthday..

mmg la komfirm x dapat...

saja nak letak...

mana tau my uncle buka baca ke..

kot2 ada member murah hati nak belikan...

tp what im wishing for my birthday is juz sumthing yang ikhlas...

there no need for brg mahal2...

 klu ikhlas i will treasure it forever...

 

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The story begins...

Four years ago, an accident took my beloved wife away and very often I wonder, how does my wife, feel right now? She must be feeling extremely sad for leaving a husband who is incapable to taking care of the house and the kid 'cos that is the exact feeling that I have, as I feel that I have failed to provide for the physical and emotional needs of my child, and failed to be the dad and mum for my child.
There was one particular day, when I had an emergency at work. Hence, I had to leave home whilst my child was still sleeping. So thinking that there was still rice leftovers, I hastily cooked an egg and left after informing my sleepy child. With the double roles, I am often exhausted at work as well as when I am home. So after a long day, I came home, totally drained of all energy. So with just a brief hug and kiss for my child, I went straight into the room, skipping dinner. However, when I jumped into my bed with intention of just having a well-deserved sleep, all i heard and felt was broken porcelain and warm liquid! I flipped open my blanket, and there lies the source of the
and blanket!
Boy, was I mad! I was so furious that I took a clothes hanger, charged straight at my child who was happily playing with his toy, and give him a good spanking! He merely cried but not asking for mercy, except a short explanation:
"Dad, I was hungry and there wasn't anymore leftover rice. But you were not
back yet, hence I wanted to cook some instant noodles. But I remembered you
reminding me not to touch or use the gas stove without any adults around, hence I turned on the shower and used the hot water from the bathroom to cook the noodles. One is for you and the other is for me. However, I was afraid that the noodles will turn cold, so I hid it under the blanket to keep it warm till you return. But I forgot to remind you 'cos I was playing with my toys...I am sorry Dad..."
At that moment, tears were star ti ng to run down my cheeks...but I didn't want my son to see his dad crying so I dashed into the bathroom and cried with the shower head on to mask my cries. After that episode, I went towards my son to give him a tight hug and applied medication on him, while coaxing him to sleep. Then, it was ti me to clear up the mess on the bed.
When everything was done and well past midnight, I passed my son's room, and saw that he was still crying, not from the pain on his little buttock, but from looking at the photograph of his beloved mummy.

A year has passed since the episode, I have tried, in this period, to focus on giving him both the love of his dad and mum, and to attend to most of his needs. And soon, he is turning seven, and will be graduating from kindergarten. Fortunately, the incident did not leave a lasting impression on his childhood memories and he is still happily growing up. However, not so long ago, I hit my boy again, with much regret. This time,
his kindergarten teacher called, informing me of my son's absence from
school. I took off early from work and went home, expecting him to explain.
But he wasn't to be found, so I went around our house, calling out his name
and eventually found him outside a stationery shop, happily playing computer games. I was fuming, brought him home and whack the hell out of him. He did not retaliate, except to say, 'I am sorry, Dad'. But after much probing, I realized that it was a 'Talent Show' organized by his school and the invite is for every student's mummy. And that was the reason for his absence as he has no mummy.....
Few days after the caning, my son came home to tell me, the kindergarten has recently taught him how to read and write. Since then, he has kept to himself and stayed in his room to practise his writing, which I am sure, would make my wife proud, if she was still around 'cos he makes me proud too!
Time passes by very quickly, and soon another year has passed. It's winter, and its Christmas time. Everywhere the christmas spirit is in every passer-by...Christmas carols and frantic shoppers....but alas, my son got into another trouble. When I was about to knock off from the day's work, the post office called. Due to the peak season, the postmaster was also on an edgy mood. He called to tell me that my son has attempted to post several letters with no addressee. Although I did make a promise never to hit my son again, I couldn't help but to hit him as I feel that this child
of mine is really beyond control. Once again, as before, he apologized, '
I'm sorry, Dad' and no additional reason to explain. I pushed him towards a
corner, went to the post office to collect the letters with no addressee
and came home, and angrily questioned my son on his prank, during this time
of the year.
His answer, amidst his sobbing, was : The letters were for Mummy. My eyes grew teary, but I tried to control my emotions and continued to ask him: " But why did u post so many letters, at one time?"
My son's reply was: " I have been writing to mummy for a long time, but each time I reach out for the post box, it was too high for me, hence I was not able to post the letters. But recently, when I went back to the postbox, I could reach it and so I sent it all at once..."
After hearing this, I was lost. Lost at not knowing what to do, what to say....
I told my son, " Son, mummy is in heaven, so in future, if you have anything to tell her, just read the letter and it will reach mummy. My son, on hearing this, was much pacified and calm, and soon after, he was sleeping soundly. On promising that I will read the letters on his behalf, I brought the letters outside and started reading.
And one of the letters broke my heart....
Dear Mummy,
I miss you so much! To day, there was a 'Talent Show' in school, and the school invited all mothers for the show. But you are not around, so I did not want to participate as well. I did not tell Dad about it as I was afraid that Dad would start to cry and miss you all over again. Dad went around looking for me, but in order to hide my sadness, I sat in front of the computer and started playing games at one of the shops. Dad was furious, and he couldnt help it but scolded and hit me, but I did not tell
him the real reason. Mummy, every day I see Dad missing you and whenever he think of you, he is so sad and often hide and cry in his room. I think we both miss you very very much. Too much for our own good I think. But Mummy, I am starting to forget your face. Can you please appear in my dreams so that I can see your face and remember you? I heard that if you fall asleep with the photograph of the person whom you miss, you will see the person in your dreams. But mummy, why havent you appear?
After reading the letter, I cant stop sobbing. 'cos I can never replace the irreplaceable gap left behind by my wife....

For the females with children:
Don't spend so much time at work. If you cannot finish the work, it must be some kind of problems within the company, and it is not your sole problem.
Feedback to your boss. Endless over time may not necessary be the answer to the problem. Take care of your health so that you can treasure and takecare of your little precious.

For the married men:
Drink less, smoke less, cos nothing can replace your good health, not even business nor clients. Try thinking this way, are you able to work till your clients are totally dependent on you? or your boss is totally dependent on you? In this society, no one is indispensable. Take care of your health, so that you can take care of your little precious and your loved ones.


For those singles out there:
Beauty lies in loving yourself first.
With confidence and loving yourself, you will see the beauty in other things around you. You will be able to work better and happier. Don't let your health be affected by your work or your boss, so nothing matters more than your well being.

I just want to share the story with you. This is the beauty of life. So, enjoy it before it is too late.

what u wish for....

Be careful for what u wish for....

coz u juz might get it

nice one from pejul @ fixedarm

Tick Tick Tick...

Hujan...

Dah berapa hari dah hujan..
dah berapa hari dah aku balik dalam kebasahan..
esok lusa maybe demam...tapi Allah masih menanugerahkan aku sihat walafiat..Alhamdullilah...
tapi dalam kehujanan aku blaja bebarapa benda baru...

so nak senang aku tunjuk gambar je la....

So kenapa aku sanggup berhujan....
Kerana....

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